People do change. It’s just rarely in good ways.
Everything in my life has been handed to me on a silver platter. I’m so used to things coming easy to me that when something is even moderately difficult or challenging, I completely shut down. I’m lazy. I can’t motivate myself to do things because I never taught myself how. I feel like if I had a choice right now between an easy and good life or a hard but great life, I’d choose the easy and good life. I hate that I would choose that. I have no drive. I have no true desire for greatness and I hate that about myself. I hate that I give up on things so easily now. I feel like I’m broken and I have no clue how to fix myself. I really don’t know what to do. I feel like i cant do it for myself. I need someone to hand me the answer on a silver platter.